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Steve Rogers ([personal profile] gotup) wrote2017-08-01 01:42 pm
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podchinyatsya: (☭ [речной берег)

[personal profile] podchinyatsya 2017-09-20 12:48 am (UTC)(link)
[ Bucky pauses, but notices Steve is looking a little pink at the cheeks, a bit flushed already. And he's hard, worked up. Okay, good, that's good.

Bucky works Steve's erection free from the jeans, pushes the fabric clear, but doesn't immediately do anything else. Not to Steve, anyway. Bucky stands straight, tugs his underwear down, and kicks them aside. He's fully nude now, bared to the world, but Steve's eyes are blessedly hidden behind the makeshift blindfold.

Bucky pops the cap on the tiny bottle in his hand, squeezes a little onto his fingers. For a while, the only sound he makes is his breathing, the jagged, nervous inhales as he probes the rim of his hole and slips a finger inside. Then, two. This is something he's worked at before, holding himself open for a cock that never appears.

Not until now, not until Steve. Bucky's throat goes dry, and he takes a tentative step forward, closing the distance between them. He stands with his legs apart, feet on either side of the chair, his body still feeling tight from anticipation.

Again, he waits, maybe steeling himself or waiting to check in with Steve once more. His own cock is half-hard, an advantageous conditioned response. ]
podchinyatsya: (🐙 [until you're driven half awake)

[personal profile] podchinyatsya 2017-09-20 01:44 am (UTC)(link)
[ Bucky's startled out of his focus when Steve speaks. Truthfully, he considered sucking Steve off, but it would probably distract him from what he's been working himself up to.

Bucky leans in, close enough to smell the scent of Steve's aftershave, and wraps his fingers around Steve's cock. He lowers himself, holding Steve in place, guiding the tip of Steve's erection. He feels it breach, and his breath hitches, but doesn't stop, letting the lubricant do its work as he slowly, slowly lowers himself inch by inch.

The stretch is wide, wider than he anticipated, but Bucky can't stop now. He needs this. A soft whine escapes his lips, hair falling over his eyes as he breathes, breathes, concentrating. Once Steve is all the way inside, once he's buried to the hilt, Bucky settles his weight, able to keep his feet on the floor for leverage. But he doesn't move, not yet- he adjust to the stretch, the fullness, trembling as he braces a hand on Steve's chest. ]
podchinyatsya: (* [i walk the line)

[personal profile] podchinyatsya 2017-09-20 02:46 am (UTC)(link)
[ Bucky buries his face in Steve's neck, lips brushing the skin as he breathes hot puffs of air across the surface.

You okay?

Well, that's a bit complicated, isn't it? The idea of 'okay' is a layered, complex one, but as long as he's here, he will be. Bucky starts rocking, hot waves of pleasure shooting up his spine in bursts with each movement. He shifts his hips forward, a quick snap, and moans, Steve's cock brushing over a tender spot inside of him.

Bucky clings to Steve, wrapping an arm around him and holding him by the back of the neck. His movements are needy, desperate, like feeling Steve inside of him is the air in his lungs. ]
podchinyatsya: (🐙 [until you're driven half awake)

[personal profile] podchinyatsya 2017-09-24 03:13 am (UTC)(link)
[ Bucky is in his own space, too, one centered on need. It took him so long to work up the muster to do this, and every movement of his body, every sensation of Steve pressed against and inside him, pushes him closer towards a precipice. He keeps rocking, body throbbing with each thrust.

Steve feels so good, so full inside him. Bucky's cock aches, hard as a rock, over-sensitive from brushing against Steve's body and his clothing.

It's only when Bucky feels Steve go loose, when he feels Steve sink into it, that another white-hot surge goes through him. He presses his feet against the floor for a little leverage, and arches hard into Steve, filling himself as much as he can-- could he do more?-- all the way in. He trembles again, fingers curling at the nape of Steve's neck, where he keeps that blond hair of his trimmed short (old habits).

He keens, a soft, desperate noise, as his motions intensify, almost selfish. Steve is an idea in his mind as much as he's physically here with Bucky; a concept, a feeling, a figure. Bucky keeps his eyes closed, listening for any commentary, any response while he chases his own pleasure like a starving man. ]
podchinyatsya: (☭ [it comes)

[personal profile] podchinyatsya 2017-09-24 03:41 am (UTC)(link)
[ Words won't form coherently on his lips right now...or in his brain for that matter. All he knows is sensation, desire, want. He hears Steve make that noise and it pulls him out of his fog just long enough to press down hard again. ]

Ah, fff--

[ It's hoarse, a barely-there whisper no one would really be able to hear. Steve could-- can-- and probably does, with how close Bucky's lips are to his ear.

He readjusts, sits more fully down, and feels another lightning bolt shoot up his spine. Bucky's breath hitches, he keens softly, and pulls Steve in to snag his earlobe between his teeth. Bucky bites down a little, nipping, then closes his lips on the tender skin of Steve's neck. He's close, and Steve is so vulnerable for him. That thought makes his dick ache even more. ]
podchinyatsya: (🎒 [your lungs are red)

[personal profile] podchinyatsya 2017-09-24 04:30 am (UTC)(link)
[ As his movements grow more frantic, his lips drift from the juncture of Steve's neck over the line of his jaw, ending at his throat. It's as much lust as it is a test for himself: not too long ago, a buried feral instinct would have reared its head.

Destroy. Rip his throat out, watch the blood spray.

But nothing from that darkness comes up, thankfully- there is only Bucky's body and a clear head and Steve beneath him. And Steve is enjoying it, being plunged into sensation despite (or maybe because of) the loss of his eyesight.

Suddenly, Bucky wants to see, so he sits up, adjusting the angle and giving himself another tremor. Both of his hands are on Steve's neck now, holding him as he rides like this could be his last night. When he comes, it is after a series of jerky motions, where he fights not to dip his head and look between them, but fails at the last.

His body shudders, shakes, his skin fire and electricity. Steve's shirt is ruined, but the spurts are small (not that it matters in the end). ]
podchinyatsya: (🎒 [hope you never finish breathing)

[personal profile] podchinyatsya 2017-09-24 05:53 am (UTC)(link)
[ he shudders apart, and once the haze begins to clear, Bucky comes to himself and sees the strained look on Steve's face. He feels the tension, every muscle pulled taut.

He sits more upright, keeping himself heated firmly on Steve's lap, and gently rocks, carding his fingers through the ends of Steve's hair poking up through the band of the blindfold. The impulse to soothe runs deep, something beyond language or memory. The Soviets couldn't take that much from him even with decades of pain and suffering.

Bucky lets out a soft sigh, heady and sated on endorphins. It's as communicative as anything he's managed so far. ]
podchinyatsya: (🎒 [желтовато-коричневый)

[personal profile] podchinyatsya 2017-09-24 04:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[ A few moments pass, where he simply watches, waits. Their erections have softened and he shifts, growing uncomfortable, before managing to push up and let Steve slide out of his body. His legs shake, but the chair is a useful support, so he holds that until his feet feel steady enough.

Bucky's voice is a little scratchy when he speaks, when he steps behind the chair: ]


I'm gonna untie this.

[ But he gives no further instructions, doesn't let on as to what else he has planned. Once the ropes are loose enough, Bucky steps back to where his clothes are and slowly starts to pull them back on: underwear (he'll clean himself later), jeans, shirt. Footwear seems less important to hide under, so he skips that. ]
podchinyatsya: (🐙 [of hope that poison melody)

STEEB NO ;;

[personal profile] podchinyatsya 2017-09-25 01:52 am (UTC)(link)
[ Bucky stands behind him, comes up close and puts a tentative hand on Steve's shoulder. Odd, for him, now that the orgasm has faded, that Bucky should feel so...calm. The wanting has driven him crazy for weeks, robbing his sleep, making him twitchy and anxious. Now that he's over the crest of feeling, it's like a lake undisturbed. He's not crawling out of his skin anymore.

Funny, he'd thought it would be-- well, not that.

Anyways. Bucky lets his hand rest on Steve's shoulder, and feels the tension lingering there. It's not that he can hear Steve crying, but he can sense something is wrong; the way Steve hangs limp in the chair, the way he hasn't bothered to leap up and pull his blindfold off. That in itself is enough to make Bucky pause. He squeezes, but keeps it gentle, reassuring. Just Bucky's presence, strong at his back.

His voice is still a little hoarse, soft. ]


Th- thanks. For letting me do that.
podchinyatsya: (* [i walk the line)

[personal profile] podchinyatsya 2017-09-25 02:23 am (UTC)(link)
[ God help him, Bucky doesn't know what he would have done if Steve had gone and said, 'no'. After all the sweating and restlessness, it might have driven him out of his mind.

He still isn't sure what's up with Steve, but he stays stil for the time being. It seems the proper thing to do. He at least has the presence of mind to ask after his friend's well-being, after being so accommodating. ]


...You ok?
podchinyatsya: (⚕ [that's how you know)

[personal profile] podchinyatsya 2017-09-25 03:15 am (UTC)(link)
Did I hurt you?

[ Bucky's stomach drops through the floor when Steve admits he feels off. Shit. Shit, he fucked up and did something wrong, something not okay.

Dammit, he shouldn't have come in here, looking for this. He just shouldn't have. Now Steve isn't alright and it's Bucky's fault.

No matter how long he's alive, he can't seem to stop hurting people. Bucky's hand trembles, falters, and he drops it to his side. ]


I didn't mean to..
podchinyatsya: (⚕ [that's just the picture)

[personal profile] podchinyatsya 2017-09-26 05:21 am (UTC)(link)
[ When he sees Steve start to pull the blindfold off, Bucky's stomach flips and he feels a stab of panic. He ducks his head and looks away, unable to face the disappointment- the recrimination in Steve's eyes that won't quite be tempered.

He swallows a lump, unconvinced. ]


Okay.


[ But Steve's voice gives it away, and Bucky just wants to pull his hand back and crawl under his bed. ]

Sorry.
podchinyatsya: (🎒 [don't wanna bring it up again)

[personal profile] podchinyatsya 2017-10-03 02:59 am (UTC)(link)
[ Bucky shakes his head once, rubs at his neck. He feels so... brittle. ]

No, no. It's okay.

[ He wants to hide forever. This was a horrible idea. Dammit. ]

I didn't mean to make it weird. Just ah, forget about it?

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