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Steve Rogers ([personal profile] gotup) wrote2016-12-14 03:59 pm
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[ HYDRA, as it turned out, had been working on other biological projects, which Steve had discovered one night late in the war when he infiltrated a small outpost and found a number of wolves. At first, he'd thought they had just been exceptionally resilient animal specimens - he'd had to set the house on fire and trap them inside to escape after he'd run out of ammunition.

When the full moon came, he discovered that they hadn't just been wolves, they had been werewolves. He turned into a beast, ran through the forest, and when dawn came, he found himself miles from camp, naked on a bed of pine needles.

(That had been a little awkward.)

A few months later, he'd gone under the ice, and nothing mattered anymore.



Fast-forward a good few decades, and Steve's out of the ice and managing his furry little problem the best he can. Which is to say, he disappears once a month and hope nobody notices. That hasn't been a problem till now. He's ostensibly under house arrest in Stark Tower, and, okay, he knows Tony won't care if he leaves, won't tell the government that he's suddenly disappeared. But that doesn't mean he's not paranoid about it.

There's really nothing he can do, though. Sure, he could probably spend the full moon curled up in his room, but he knows Tony has cameras in there to monitor him (doesn't blame him for it), and that's obviously a problem. He'll just have to suck it up and sneak out.

He's pretty sure Tony's preoccupied with something - a meeting, genius Tony things, whatever - when he casually strolls out of the tower before sunset in a hoodie, baseball cap tucked under his arm. Once he's safely out of view, he puts the baseball cap on, pulls up the hood - he can't wear sunglasses right now, that would just look weird. It's not far to the park, but he can feel the tug of the moon in his bones, and it makes him walk a little faster.

Steve wishes he would've had a chance to scope out the park ahead of time; right now, he just has to strip down and hope to god nobody steals his clothes as he stashes them deep in a copse of trees. And then- then the change hits, twisting his bones, reforming his body. It feels like the serum did every time, hurts like hell, but soon enough he's on four legs.

The wolf in him misses the jungles of Wakanda; they'd been hot, but wild, full of animals to hunt. The city isn't the same, not when the park isn't big enough to really run through, not when the biggest animals in the bushes are squirrels and rabbits. It feels distinctly unsatisfying; he wants to hunt, to feel the exhilaration as he brings down his prey, the hot blood on his tongue. As he thinks about it, there's a rustle in the underbrush behind him, and without thinking, he tenses his muscles and leaps. ]
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[personal profile] amelioraate 2017-01-05 12:04 am (UTC)(link)
Look, I didn't say anything.

[ But there is something that is terribly close to an honest smile on his face, something like laughter, as he looks up over his container to Steve. Yeah, maybe he was a little fucked, and maybe this whole thing was a disaster waiting to happen, but right now?

Right now Tony thinks that the strange feeling settling in his stomach might be that thing they call happiness.

Either that, or that first bite of egg was poisoned. ]
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[personal profile] amelioraate 2017-01-08 01:09 am (UTC)(link)
[ Tony just grins as he bites into a slice of bacon, too wide and all teeth, even as he leans into Steve at his shoulder. He isn't gonna say anything. Nope.

He is also not going to say anything about the fact that the simple closeness, the contact with Steve, calms him even further. Chases away the trembling energy that had him shaking earlier, and leaves him in a calm that, later, he might look back on and think is a bit strange.

Until then, he squawks over the stolen bacon and drives his shoulder into Steve.]
Hey! That's... ugh. Fine, stop stealing my bacon and I won't call you Fluffy in front of anyone else. I guess.
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[personal profile] amelioraate 2017-01-12 12:36 am (UTC)(link)
[ Oh.

Oh.

There is a moment where Tony freezes, the kiss catching him a little off guard though he doesn't know why. It's gone in a moment before Tony is tugging at Steve's bottom lip before pulling away and sticking a tongue out at Steve.]


Don't distract me to steal my bacon, you dog!

[ Yeah, okay, he is laughing. Well done Steve. You have broken down so many of Tony's layers and now he's just a bit of a mess as he tries to figure this out. You know, while being curled into you and eating bacon.]
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Uh huh. Sure. Don't see much of a difference really.

[ It's clear he is just saying that to irritate Steve, laughter curling his lips as he taunts Steve.

Of course, then the jerk goes and ruins it with another kiss and-- shit. He should not be so easily affected by kissing for fuck's sake, it's stupid. But the moment Steve's lips are on his Tony can all but feel himself scattering apart, falling into some strange space where he just is with Steve. He murmurs against Steve's lips, eyes half closed and words slow and languid.]


You're a fucking cheat, Steve, distracting me with things better than bacon.
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[ There is a moment where Tony can't think, is caught up in the trail of heat that Steve's fingers leave as the move along his skin. It doesn't take much at all for Tony to forget that there is food involved at all.

At least until Steve mentions it.

Then Tony is laughing, a little breathless and strained, looking at Steve with far more softness in his eyes than he should be capable of.]
Uh, I don't mind you eating me, but yeah, should probably move the food.

[ He can barely hear the small voice from before, the one that is worried and criticizing, racing in circles to tell him how this was a mistake. Now all he can think is Steve Steve Steve and press into the touch.]
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[ Tony is about to question what the hell he is promising, but he forgets completely when Steve is swallowing him down and shit shit shit. Tony forgets how to breathe at that point, fingers tangling into Steve's hair and he whines.]

Fuck, Steve-- that's not fair...

[ Not that he sounds upset at all, not even a little. Especially when you consider how his fingers are curling in his hair, blunt nails on Steve's scalp.]
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[ If there was any room left in his brain for thought, Tony would be amazed at how Steve still wanted him. How he was willing to go from warm and teasing to making Tony work for breath and fuck, Tony was so fucked. And that wasn't just literally.

Tony's hips jerk despite him trying his hardest to keep still, something like a mantra of Steve's name on his lips as more of his cock is swallowed down. Tipping his head back, Tony bites his lip and runs his hands along Steve's scalp as he shakes. ]


Shit, fuck... Steve. So good, oh my god, you're going to kill me...
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[personal profile] amelioraate 2017-01-12 06:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[ This is not what Tony is used to when it comes to people who sleep with him. Sure, there is a focus on him and all, but not really on his pleasure; it was more about being able to say that you slept with Tony Stark and-- this, this sure as hell was not what Steve seemed to be after. Steve seemed to be trying to burn himself into the marrow of Tony, making it so the genius would never be able to be free of him even if he tried.

Tony goes from kind of hard to nearly incoherent with want faster than he ever has in his life, it makes his head spin and fuck. Tony's hips twitch and he tries (and fails) to swallow back a shaky moan of Steve's name.]


Steve, fuck, Steve, I can't--
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[ It's the fucking smirk around his cock that gets Tony. He is watching Steve, eyes blown with want as he shakes and keens at the feel of fingers digging into his hips. They will leave marks, like the mark on his neck, the marks on his hips; his body littered with little instances of Steve saying mine all over Tony. And, usually, that irritates Tony, the thought of someone else trying to do that, lay some sort of claim, but with Steve--

There is a broken noise, Tony's hips spasming as his orgasm washes over him and fuck fuck fuck he swears he is shaking apart, torn open by Steve and his goddamned everything.]
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You fucking--- nnngh.

[ Tony doesn't even have the brainpower to think of a retort. He is sated and boneless and so pleased as he curls into Steve's warmth. It's hard to think about why he was panicking earlier, why all of this seemed like a horrible idea when Steve looks as fucking pleased as he does right now.

There is another groan from Tony as he presses his face into Steve's chest, tiny tremors still working through him.]


You're incorrigible. Who knew.
Edited 2017-01-12 21:17 (UTC)
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[personal profile] amelioraate 2017-01-13 02:03 am (UTC)(link)
[ That is unacceptable Steve. Just-- ugh. Tony wants to do something about the erection he can feel against his skin, wants to rock his hips up, to make Steve feel good because of him, but he body refuses to obey his commands and he is, more or less, a pleased and boneless human. Werewolf. He doesn't even know.

Tony does manage to huff a laugh into Steve's neck though, as the blond shoves food in his mouth.]


Feed me. You broke me, you feed me.
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[ Cruel Steve, so cruel. Tony huffs but grabs a piece of fruit from one of the containers and, while still pouting at Steve, bites into it. ]

I sass as easy as I breath Steve, it is no way to judge my abilities of function.

[ And what is this dignity you speak of? Tony has heard mention of it before... ]

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