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Steve Rogers ([personal profile] gotup) wrote2017-08-01 01:42 pm
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myheartglows: (tony | okay but what if i didn't)

[personal profile] myheartglows 2019-05-07 03:33 am (UTC)(link)
As Steve prowls wordlessly toward him, Tony's smug smile falls more and more until he's holding up a hand and cautioning, "Steve--" which of course stops nothing, because with a squawk he's lugged over Steve's broad shoulder and deposited onto the bed all the same. So stunned and so very incredibly turned on, sprawled there, he nearly forgets all about what he's wearing. But then he glares hard over his shoulder, face and neck beet red -- yet he doesn't try to roll over, even with the skirt pushed up into a mass of ruffles on his back. This, at least, he's not fighting.

"Well, I -- nnh," there's the second smack, "certainly didn't think you'd go King Kong on me," Tony scoffs, but his dilated eyes and breathless voice are betraying him.
Edited 2019-05-07 03:34 (UTC)
myheartglows: (tony | take it to the bridge)

[personal profile] myheartglows 2019-05-08 04:33 am (UTC)(link)
The flogger hits and growl combined strike Tony somewhere deep. He swallows and unconsciously shifts his hips; the satin of the skirt whispers against his trapped cock with little friction. Quietly the submissive part of him answers, Yours, only yours, but he stomps it back down. Not yet, he tells it, and drops his head to hide his face.

Steve reaches for something. Tony misses what. "If I say no?" he risks asking for no reason other than to be difficult: in the shower while cleaning, he worked himself up to three fingers.
Edited 2019-05-08 04:36 (UTC)
myheartglows: (tony | can't sleep ptsd will eat me)

[personal profile] myheartglows 2019-05-10 04:45 am (UTC)(link)
Tony bites back a moan, ass clenching involuntarily, the red marks from the flogger quickly fading back to white. Shoulders hunched, obviously struggling within himself, he takes precious seconds to answer. Finally, his back bows underneath the weight of the flogger like it's Thor's hammer and Tony disjointedly, shakily nods. He wants this. He wants this, and he hates that he does, but what's new there? He hates a lot about himself. Just one tick in a long list.

Steeling himself (like iron, you're supposed to be made of iron), Tony lifts onto his hands and knees, the flogger sliding off, and awkwardly scoots backwards. He stands in the heels with a hiss.
myheartglows: (tony | the world's against me)

[personal profile] myheartglows 2019-05-11 11:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Tony's cheeks glow a faint pink as Steve smooths down the skirt. With a tight frown and eyes trained on the rumpled sheets, he steps back and out of reach of the bed. The plug shifts; it leans whichever way inside depending on his step. External issues blur like pictures going out of focus. Steve's got you, he thinks, soothed by the gentleness. It's your choice. It's not weak. "Planning on a mess, are we?" Tony quips stiffly and then huffs and shoots Steve a dry look. "Go nuts. This thing's not even designer." He might even have to throw the skirt in the trash afterward. Golly, that would be a crying shame. Of course he'd buy another one if Steve wanted him to, because apparently he's either already whipped or a bit of humiliation gets him hard.
Edited 2019-05-11 23:41 (UTC)
myheartglows: (tony | believed in heroes)

[personal profile] myheartglows 2019-05-12 04:47 am (UTC)(link)
Arms crossed, Tony fidgets in place. The skirt is stretched obscenely over his erection and the ruffled hem is lifted outwards. He lowers his eyes to Steve stroking himself, where they stay. Why isn't Tony the one stroking (or better yet, blowing) him? "Uh-huh. Ten outta ten circulation, too. Really frees my willy," he mutters.
Edited 2019-05-12 04:51 (UTC)
myheartglows: (tony | weight of the world)

[personal profile] myheartglows 2019-05-12 06:36 am (UTC)(link)
As Steve comes Tony blows air out his nose like a caged bull. He glares at nothing until that damned endearment, sweetheart said so sincerely, frays the tangle of knots inside of him. Haltingly, he kneels between Steve's legs on the carpet. The skirt drapes over his legs and the heels stick up. The plug rubs against his insides at a new angle. With a crease in his brow that says he's fighting to keep a hold of himself, Tony licks a long, purposeful strip up Steve's stomach, his cock against his jaw, vying for control via seduction. But the more he licks, the looser his posture becomes, the crease smoothing out and the licks less firm, more like a dog lapping at its master's fingers.
myheartglows: (tony | r u there god it's me tony)

[personal profile] myheartglows 2019-05-12 11:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Eyelashes fluttering, Tony shivers at each compliment, a burst of endorphins in lieu of his normal cockiness. ("Of course I'm good, I'm the best," or something along those lines, he might say.) He accepts Steve's fingers mindlessly, lips wrapped around them all, sucking and licking them clean, but then suddenly at the question he slows and stills and his shoulders stiffen, trance broken. While frozen like that, saliva builds in the corners of his mouth. Almost lost himself there, he thinks.

Tony blinks open his eyes and narrows them up at Steve. In light warning, he bites down on Steve's knuckles: he's not gone yet. His submission is a privilege given. Steve needs to work harder than that for it.
myheartglows: (tony | thousand-yard stare)

[personal profile] myheartglows 2019-05-13 04:58 am (UTC)(link)
Jaw forced wide open and head tilted up, Tony stares steadily back at Steve -- not angry, just firm. Almost immediately he misses the gentle petting and compliments, but a need to prove some point drives him. What point he's trying to prove, he doesn't know. It's all tangled up into an indiscernible knot, a mess of motives and ideas twisting together. The part of him hardened into gold-titanium alloy shouts that he's meant to be by Steve's side, not at his feet, while its sister part crushed under debris and a body count brings down the gavel and determines that this should be his place, him kept down by the better hand. But the tiny, quiet part that just wants rest -- that part wants to slump into Steve's hold and warmth and let every other part wilt away. No guilt, no fractured mind, no past demons frowning their judgment from over his shoulder, no ten thousand things pulling him in different directions, just ... Steve.

All that together results in a subtle eye roll from Tony and then him shimmying backwards onto the bed. The heels make it awkward, scraping and sliding across the sheets. Finally situated, he plucks open his shirt buttons; the separated sides lie limp on him. "You're gonna make me wear this get-up all night, aren't you?" he grumbles as he unbuttons.
myheartglows: (tony | having a thought)

[personal profile] myheartglows 2019-05-13 10:56 pm (UTC)(link)
"Behaving," Tony scoffs under his breath, because oh, he could act out so much worse than this, but soon quiets. Blindfold on, his sensory inputs narrow. Sound and touch strengthen in sight's stead: his cock head pushed into satin and made more stubborn by the ring, the plug shoved inside him, the stockings a constant second skin. Tony allows Steve to spread and restrain his arms, leaving his chest vulnerable, because he trusts Steve as a leader, lover, friend, and dominant. Tony trusts him because he's seen the flaws beneath the icon. The humanity. He thinks, So what if Steve learns the figurative and literal ropes around the bedroom? He's still Steve. Plus, Steve's confidence comes with undeniable benefits to Tony. See: his current predicament.

He turns his head to the side where he thinks Steve stands. After a few beats of silence, Tony drawls, "The suspense is killing me." He just can't leave well enough alone.
Edited 2019-05-13 23:01 (UTC)
myheartglows: (tony | that there what was)

[personal profile] myheartglows 2019-05-14 02:08 am (UTC)(link)
"You occasionally forget?" Tony quips back, playfully incredulous, as Steve selects the clamps, but the words lose themselves to the air, Steve deeming them less important than working Tony's nipples. Jaw tight, Tony grumbles, "M'not a girl, Rogers," but his voice is smaller, the insecurity peeking through. He knows guys can be just as sensitive, but he's wearing a skirt and pantyhose and he just needed to get that little factoid out there. Thankfully Steve ignores it. The clamp pinches his nipples in a light sting, the only point past which Tony will respond to stimulation there. He fidgets and the cuff chains clink against the wooden bed posters. The shoes have slipped off his heels just from lying down flat, but he begrudgingly keeps them on.

Then, Steve talks more. Each word niggles doubt deeper into Tony's brain. Steve sounds so certain, so in control, and the promises underneath crack the ground Tony stands on. Has he underestimated Steve again? Tony thought this charade was meant as the punishment. Hell, the best punishment Steve could muster up before was a lot of push-ups. Tony frowns as he considers this new development. Maybe he should tread more carefully until he better understands the terrain. He shouldn't play straight into the lion's den if he's not already there, right? That's basic battle tactics.

Suddenly the flogger hits and Tony jumps with his whole body and a startled yelp, the leather cuffs squeaking against his wrists and the heels sliding off until they dangle by his toes. Not a peep more.
Edited 2019-05-14 02:33 (UTC)
myheartglows: (tony | escape to sanctuary)

[personal profile] myheartglows 2019-05-14 06:22 am (UTC)(link)
The hit to his cock has cracked Tony's composure and allowed Steve's whispering to seep in; Tony barely registers the groan that rumbles out of his chest at the imagery of Steve spanking him. He unconsciously thrusts into the air and turns his knees outward, inviting any touch. But none comes, none but what Steve deems him worthy of, and finally the reasons not to fall in line wither under the blindfold and the restraints and the toys stuck on- and into him.

Steve just wants to help. Tony wants to give in. When Steve yanks at the clamps, the sound that drips out of Tony is more like a certain, familiar whimper. He nods, body still coiled tight.
myheartglows: (tony | mouth-to-mouth)

[personal profile] myheartglows 2019-05-15 02:06 am (UTC)(link)
Before Steve commands it Tony already has his mouth partway opened, anticipating it from the weight on him and the musk. There's a short, quiet moan, air vibrating against Steve's cockhead, and Tony dutifully wraps his lips around the shaft, head forced still so that Steve can control the depth. He sucks as told along the foreskin, lapping at the tip, with that wrinkle between his eyebrows. He's concentrating, maybe overly so, and trying to empty everything else out of his head. His fingers rhythmically flex, too, as a physical mantra to hold himself back and not push his mouth forward onto Steve's cock; to not take more than is given. With Tony's head raised on the pillow at this angle, when Steve does press forward he'll sooner hit the top back of Tony's throat and choke him rather than push down it, but Tony doesn't care: just one of the many things that he trusts Steve so very much with.
Edited 2019-05-15 02:09 (UTC)
myheartglows: (tony | gently into that good night)

[personal profile] myheartglows 2019-05-17 04:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Each word helps. They give Tony something outside of himself to focus on. They render him as helpless to their will as the cuffs and Steve's weight, but at the same time, Steve's praise buoys him and keeps his head above the water. Slowly, over the time he suckles Steve, Tony's fingers unfurl and his brow smooths out until the moment when something cracks open and Tony gives more than he takes. Steve may have figured out by now that it's not subspace, not yet, but simply Tony allowing himself his softer side, the one that cooks Steve meals and lounges with him in the morning light, the person hidden beneath the name Tony Stark.

As if it's his sole purpose, Tony entices Steve to harden. When the foreskin retracts enough, he rolls his tongue against the sensitive underside of the exposed head and between the cleft of the glans and tilts his chin up to open his airway, a willing and eager receptacle for Steve to angle himself above and ram down.
Edited 2019-05-18 19:32 (UTC)

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